Toward the end of being pregnant with C if someone would've told me that I was going to miss my big belly and having a little person pushing on my bladder and intestines I would've told them they were nuts. As much as I loved being pregnant it wasn't easy for me.
I actually had a very difficult pregnancy in the beginning, and low laying placenta until my third trimester. It's funny how you don't always remember things the way that they were. I didn't sleep, I was extremely uncomfortable, and I had this horrible pain radiating around from my right rib all the way to my back. They even thought at one point something was wrong with my gallbladder. As I look back on my pregnancy with C all I think of are the amazing moments. The very first moment I felt her move, the time I figured out that it was her butt up by my rib cage wiggling around. The times I felt her tiny hiccups in my belly, talking to her every night when I couldn't sleep and dreaming of holding her for the very first time.
Now that she's going on 20 months and is closer to two then one I can't help but miss all those little moments, and think about how with the next once C gets to feel those little kicks from baby. No this isn't my way of telling you guys something, for all that I am sure are thinking it. I just miss that belly some days more then others. Some days I am super grateful to have a huge glass of wine and be able to go hours without peeing, and other days I miss the movement the tiny foot kicking me and all the bonding time you get in those nine months.
The thought it there and hopefully with the next one it's a little easier in the beginning, but I'll be grateful no matter what. Happy and Healthy!
XOXO
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